christa02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i don't belong anywhere Recently i have been thinking I should take a break from going to net cafes and spending hours at them. I think I am getting a little sick of it. Same with my binge eating. But the problem is there is nothing to keep me off it. I don't belong anywhere. Groups, clubs, social activities don't want me around. it's the same with the net. Either no one is interested in me, or i get fucked around by someone who is a 'friend' or they're just looking for someone to pick on. Why? I'm fed up and tierd with everyone's bullshit and games. i just want real friends. I have been listening to Mary alot lately since i saw the video and it reminds me so much of last year and earlier this year and how i have wasted so much time worrying over shit when i could of gotten off my fat ass and done something. yet i am still doing that. i wish i had someone to talk to about this. either no one listens or they put me down. 5:28 p.m. - 2005-06-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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