christa02's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- no go i wish i could stand beside her & touch her hair while she isn't looking *sigh* I'm fustrated & sad. Scissor Sisters have announced their solo gig, and I know I cannot go. I hate having to hear everyone who's going, their constant boasting. Everytime I hear about it I cry. [not aloud, if you get my drift...but silent tears i guess] Yep, that's the silly fandom girl thing I guess. Its not like i have a LIFE like everyone else. I feel so alone. Even when I walk down to the supermarket or the library, i feel that everyone knows who i am, what i am about and they want nothing to do with me. I can only seem to communicate when I am online, with my online buddies, but when I am offline, I feel so alone and I don't get on with anybody. I'd kill to have someone to go with me to see them, i really would. ah well i guess i will have to miss out like every other opportunity.....
6:45 p.m. - 2004-12-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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