christa02's Diaryland Diary

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I can't express in words how much you mean to me

*sigh* I should really start posting in here again, shouldn't i? Certain things I cannot talk about openly have been playing in my brain for the past few weeks.

Like things been shoved in my face for example. I can't go to see Scissor Sisters when they are headling the Good Vibrations fest. in two months. And I really want to. But with the lack of money, and friends...its no go.
Someone told me they are doing their own gig as well, but I doubt i can go to that either. It's been shoved in my face and i can't handle it. I want to go and i can't and it's eating me up like everything else is at the moment.

I can't express in words how much you mean to me

I was told this by the same girl who made my Ana journal stuff a few days ago. Do you know how LONG it's been since i have had a really good close friend I can tell all my bs to? She's so good to me! We ramble about our obssessions...i just wish she lived closer to me that's all..here, well no-one listens really. I am so glad to have her as a friend, even though we are miles apart.

5:24 p.m. - 2004-12-01

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